Even without the benefit of context, the image of a naked 9-year-old
girl running for her life is as searing and indelible today as it was 43 years
ago.
“I always remember that
horrible day that we ran from life to death,” says Kim Phuc, the girl in
that iconic photo. Now 52, she lives just outside Toronto, a wife, mother and
survivor inextricably linked to a photograph that dominated front pages in
1972, seven months before the signing of Paris Peace Accords led to the
withdrawal of U.S. combat forces from South Vietnam.
In the beginning, says
Phuc, she hated the photo. It embarrassed her. And she struggled with the
publicity that surrounded it. For her. it was personal: It captured a moment of
torment–her face frozen in an agonizing wail moments after a napalm attack burned
and disfigured her for life.
In fact, no one would
blame Phuc if she had tried to get as far away from the image as possible. But
that is not what she did.
After a long struggle,
Phuc came to realize that if her pain and terror had not been captured on film
that day, the bombing–like so many other wartime horrors–might have been lost
to history.
She began to think about
what the photograph could give, rather than what it could take away.
Eventually, the photo
became much more than a depiction of a moment in time to Phuc–it became what
she calls “a path to peace.”
“I realized that if I
couldn’t escape that picture, I wanted to go back to work with that picture for
peace. And that is my choice.”
It’s hard to square the
anguish and terror of the girl in the picture with the warm, relaxed, engaging
presence that is Kim Phuc today.
Besides being a loving
wife and mother, she is a mentor, and a goodwill ambassador for the United
Nations. Every year she travels the world to recount her story of survival, to
raise awareness about the brutality of war.
In addition to her work
with the U.N., Phuc started the Kim Foundation International, a charity that
helps children suffering from war, just as she did so many years ago. Its
mission is to help the most underprivileged children suffering from
war–building hospitals, schools and homes for children who have been orphaned.
Phuc says she plans to live out her life in service of that mission.
“That’s why I’m really
thankful that I had that picture taken and I can work with that picture for
peace.”
Phuc and her husband
claimed asylum in Canada more than 20 years ago and have raised two boys there.
Phuc says she is very happy in her “second home” and gratified that her parents
have been able to join her in Canada.
Now, says Phuc, that
terrified little girl in the picture is “not running anymore. She’s flying.”
It was not always so.
In 1972 Phuc lived in the
village of Trang Bang, north of Saigon. She and family were sheltering in a
temple when they heard planes overhead. Afraid they would be bombed, they ran
outside to find safety, just as bombs detonated all around the temple. The
bombs delivered napalm, a flammable liquid that clings to human skin, causing
horrific burns when ignited.
Phuc remembers intense
heat and excruciating pain. She pulled burning clothes from her body. She ran.
Moments later, a young
Associated Press photojournalist took the photograph of his life. Nick Ut was
only 21 years old and already a seasoned war photographer when he arrived at
that South Vietnamese village.
“I looked through the
black smoke and I saw a girl, naked … running,” Ut told CNN this year.
Instinct took over. He
started taking pictures as Phuc and the other children ran straight for him.
As Phuc approached, Ut saw
parts of her skin falling off. She had torn off her clothes to stop the
burning. The napalm already had seared her neck, most of her back, and her left
arm.
“I said: ‘Oh my God I
don’t believe she’s burned so badly,’” Ut recalled. “I put my camera down on
the highway and tried to help her.”
He poured water on her
wounds and covered her with a coat. He picked up Kim and the other children and
put them in his van to get them to a hospital.
“Inside my van she said,
‘I’m dying, I’m dying.’ I kept watching her every minute. I said, ‘We will be
there soon.’”
Phuc spent more than a
year in hospitals. Her family feared she would never survive. She underwent
countless painful skin grafts and other surgeries and eventually recovered from
her physical wounds.
Yet she could not find
peace. She wanted to disappear. She even wished for death. She thought if she
died she wouldn’t have to suffer mentally, physically and emotionally.
She began to seek answers,
studying different religious texts. At 19, she became a Christian, and she
credits her faith for helping her embrace life again.
“When I became Christian,
I have a wonderful connection–the relationship between me, and Jesus, and God.”
Phuc says she prayed for
help: She wanted to move on. She wanted to have kids.
“And from that point,” she
says, “I learned to forgive.”
Now Phuc radiates an
unmistakeable poise and peace when she tells her story. She says she sees that
famous picture as just one of many blessings.
“I really want to thank
God that he spared my life when I was a little girl,” she says. “Whatever
happened to me, I have another opportunity to be alive, to be healthful, to be
a blessing, to help honor other people.”
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